I need to calm down. Since I started this blog a few days ago, my mind is constantly coming up with topics that I want to write about, even against my will. It is like I opened this door in my head and now all these ideas are pouring out. I want to write about totally trivial things, myself, the Universe and everything in between.
But instead of writing more posts, I should slow down. I should try to think about what kind of blog posts I enjoy most myself.
I love extremely personal posts, since I am very curious about what goes on in other people’s mind. This is one of my favourite posts ever, describing how a normal conversation feels to someone with mild autism.
If I admire something enough, like Clarissa’s blog, it usually means that I at some point need to try it myself. When I was a child and read an amazing book about a robot I needed to write a really crappy story about a robot too. When I had my phase when I was addicted to ghost stories I had to write ghost stories. (This was actually something I was good at. This should have been my career). Then I read about people spending their lives thinking about wormholes and was so jealous of that that I had to study physics.
This kind of process does not really make me feel in control over my life. 🙂